Future Planning...headache--release

20th-24th March 2006~

Monday
After 2 fun days, it’s time 4me 2think of my own future..! hmmm… wat I 1na become…? A dentist..? but it toke almost 10 years..! I went back 2sch 2hav a talk wif frens on mon.. act dey al wil bring all d photostated cert 2 certified..! I din ready anything as I m enjoying my days after stpm result came out… v went 2c pn.tan 2 certified 4us… v plan 2 c yong moi moi den.. but v r greeted by pn lim.. a new counseling teacher.. she’s very much better den yong moi moi le..! she et us 2do some career test… although it din help much, but at least v get some useful info fr her..! After having lunch at sch canteen, Dey all went 2my house… dat’s many things 4us 2settle.. ipta n nus application… some scholarships things.. wat course v 1na choose..? it’s very hard 2decide as it hav a big influence 2our future plus v can consider lack of time now...all d deadline is so close 2us…well… while on9 in my home, wen dey all simply chat wif “some” ppl..! omg..! it’s quite….haha.. duno how 2say..! =p v plan 2 go back 2 sch again on wed…

Tuesday
I spend d whole day thinking wat 2 study.. act my scope is now on food science.. nutritionist or dietitian I 1na become..? both is acceptable 4me but which 1 is better 4my future,,? After calling some senior, or can say.. fren’s fren who r in ipta now… im now wondering which uni I 1na get in… ukm is better in their courses but d faculty dat 1na get in is in d kl branch.. according 2my frens, dat’s not much of uni life there… while in upm, both courses is sti new but dey r in English… their uni life is better there.. so.. ukm or upm 4 me..? shud I apply 4 nus..? how abt utar..? the star scholarship..? today was a bz day 4 me.. need 2 prepare letter of recommendation 2 certified tml... hmmm... it's my 1st time doing such things... i stil not sure wat's d benefit of having dis... but since all my frens r doing... i oso prepare 4 myself la..!

Wednesday
v met pn ellen at sch, she hav a long chat wif us...! hmmm..at dis point, v r stil very confuse wat uni n which course 2choose.. v sit at canteen n chat of how 2put d 1st 8choices in ipta... v saw xiang hao there..! he had edi filled up his ipta form..! oh no..! when will v able 2knw wat course n which uni 2go... v unable 2get pn tan lin's signature on our letter of recommendation cos it need 2go thru our class teacher n oso english teacher bfr she signed... it's 2 ma fan liao... plus i stil dunno wat d use of d letter..! v went home very early 2day as every1 of us got many research 2do... at nite.. i applied nus...me n lynn make d same mistake in d AP n OP things.. haiz.. will i disqualified 2get a place in nus..? is it fate..? hmmm.. dunno... dis few days is reli confusing.. many decision 2do plus each of it make a big effect 2my own future....!

Thursday & Friday
i had start working since thursday.. it makes me got less time 2think of wat 2study.. it's a good thing oso as i can conentrate on something else other den my future.. it's too hectic..! n now i had a roughly idea dat i 1na study dietetic n nutrition.. dentistry is edi out of my choice as i got oni cgpa of 3.84. dietetic is more profession but nutrtition hav a wider job scope..! which shud i choose..? d competition of dietetic is more den nutrition in ipta application..! dis 2 courses is my last choice...! at last i hav d idea of which 8 courses 2put n i juz dunno how 2 arrange dem in order...it's um n usm dentisry.. ukm n upm nutrition n dietetic, upm food tech n ukm biotech..!

a day wif lee hom..!

~~me, mon shee, yee wei, sze wen~~

~~my cousin n me wif lee hom's poster.. on d way back~~

19th march 06~~
at 1st, need 2 thx fei wen 4 giving me d 2 lee hom's ticket..! well..it's oso her fault nvr keep d vip area tickets 4 us..haha.. so greedy la me...=p in d mrng, i had my dim sum breakfast at sri petaling " kam lun tai" wif my family... v came 2 taste d dishes here so dat v can bring my grandma 4 breakfast here oso... 4 me, it's qute delicious but 4 other of my family members, it's juz average..! after dat, my dad drove us 2my grandpa's graveyard 4 some management stuff... v went sri petaling carefore den.. i bought a high heel shoe at a shop there... v went home ard 4pm..! my cousin sed she'll fetch me at 6pm..! after i awake fr nap, it rains so heavily..! i juz wonder whether d function will be cancelled..! hope it will not be..!

I wait 4my cousin 2fetch me once after I awake fr nap..! it’s stil raining heavily…v miss d entrance n hav 2 u-turn back.. it took us quite alots of time..! once v reach there, v can c some fans club members wearing d same t-shirt… they r wet bcos of not using umbrella… v wait in d car 4 10minutes bcos it stil rain heavily..! when d rain bcome smaller, v go out fr d car using umbrella..! when walk until half way, I oni realize dat I left d ticket on d car..!!!! v hav 2walk back 2 car park again..!! v saw yee wei, sze wen, n rue hann coming when v r walking 2 d entrance 4 2^nd time… dat’s a long journey walking fr d entrance 2 d beach… many ppl reach there liao..! v choose a place where in front of us is a big tree… although it’s no d closest distance dat in our choice, but it’s d best view liao.. dis is bcos nobody is blocking in front of us..! n now, it’s oni 7pm… v hav 2 wait in rain for almost 1 more hour.. I dun expect dat he’ll came on time..! mayb…830pm… rue dey all join us 15 minutes later.. wen bought lee hom’s cd at d entrance.. me n my cousin wonder shud v buy d cd as it’s reli many ppl here… it’s not worth it if v dun get his autograph…

D mc come out n invite 5fans 2go up 2d stage 2sing lee hom’s song..! n now… v r standing a level higher as d security lazy 2 control us..! it’s a very good view 2c lee hom..! Lee hom came out after a firework at sunway lagoon bridge…!! He is wearing a white long sleeve wif a blue jeans..! it’s casual but charming..! after saying hello, he start singing his songs.. “zai mei bian” follow by kiss goodbye… it’s juz 2nice..im so happy dat I can listen him singing “kiss goodbye” live..! after “gai shi ying xiong” & “di yi ge qing chen”…. he sing “hua tian cuo” without music..!! d autograph session start abt 9pm..! v can bought his album at d counter in front… my cousin n I stil wonder whether v shud buy his album… it’s very crowded here as some ppl need 2 stand in d water…at last, v decided 2try our luck as d mc assured us dat every1 of us here will get his autograph today..! v can oni c lee hom in close distance when v r getting his autograph..! v met back sze wen dey all using “umbrella way”! it’s quite funny as v point up our umbrella 2let dem c where’r v…

V almost squeeze into d lining up area but d stupid guy ask all of us 2go 2 d back.. d security here is juz 2bad…! Dat’s many times v suffer d same things.. dunno where’s d line start n where’s it end..! at last, v able 2 squeeze in d line which is quite in front..! n now, me n my cousin bought his cd liao..! when lining up in d vip area, I saw wen chin..! stil wonder wat shud I tell lee hom… mayb juz a “jia you” gua…. “I luv u”..? haha…dare not as so many workers ard him..”siu sei yan” meh..? haha..! when I was on d stage, d person in front of my cousin sed “jia you” 2 lee hom liao.. so do my cousin… m I going 2 say “jia you” again..? no no..! I juz sed.. “ni shi zui bang de”… abit “leong” le.. but dun k la..! he’s juz too handsome..!! it’s quite worth it I line up 4 so long..! he use his left hand 2sign 4me..! hehe.! =p

V stil stay there after v gets his autograph..! v can c him in close distance under d stage..! v start going home at 10.40pm.. lee hom, c u in ur concert is wat v tell him bfr v left.. he mustn’t be able 2listen 2us..haha…v took a photo of lagoon nite view on d way going back..! there’re stil alots of ppl lining up 4 autograph.. mayb lee hom need 2 sign overnite..! me n my cousin cancel d plan going yam cha as it’s very late now..! I reach home abt 1130pm..! wow… v stand abt 5 hours juz now..! dis is my 2^nd time I c an artist in such a close distance.. d 1^st 1 is..? zai zai la..haha.. stil dun understand y I lik him so much dat time.. d fans dat coming today is much more den d zai zai 1… lee hom is juz 2 geng as he can sign by both his left n right hand..!

double "happiness"..? =p

16th March 06~~
luckily i sleep so well ytd.. i tot i'll be not able 2 fall asleep bcos of worrying of my stpm result..! i wake up at 830am today... get so many bday sms wishes fr frens...thx ya..! "dim sum" shud be at 9am... well...i start going out fr home ard 10am as i realise dey wun reach there so fast..! however, i receive sze wen's call when i was driving..! almost all of dem reach there liao except lynn n brenda..! d "dim sum" plan is juz 2 good as i no need 2 wait 4my result alone... abt 1045am, v start 2go back 2 chs...i try not 2 giv so much pressure 2myself... d way 2 receive our result is so "exciting"... v need open d envelope dat ontain our result by ourself..!!!!!!!! pn ellen sed nobody knw d result inside...( at d end v oni realise dat act teacher had know all of our result..she juz 1 us 2 be so nervous) ... i dare not 2 open my envelope until all my frens had opened theirs... most of dem get very good result n all of dem is very satisfied wif their result...! my hand shake vigorously when i was opening d envelope... it's so nervous until i dunno how 2 open it...! at last i able 2 open it wif my frens' help... i dare not 2 look at it...i oni "gap" it fr a small "hole" dat being opened..! omg,... i saw.. 2a & 2a- there..! arrrrrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhhhhhhh................ is it true..? m i dreaming..? i din c wrongly..? i look at it again n again... i reli nvr expect dat i'll get such result...! i oni believe it when my frens congrates me..! me n sze wen congrates each other happily as v get d same result...! at dis time, i feel dat it's my best bday present...1


d 1st 1 i 1na share my happiness is sure my parents... i call my dad at once..! i call my auntie den.. she call me early in d mrng n ask me 2 call her back once i get my result..! after dat, v all go n thx our teaher 1 by 1... n den..who else i shud call 2 share my hapinees..? yinyean..!! shud i call her now..? mayb she's having class.. well... i able 2 call her oso..! after dat i juz inform some of my ns frens n ask how's their result...! after come out fr d room, v saw a few reporters... dey took a few photos of us... 1 of dem contains all of us plus teacher inside...so... v'll be on d newspaper tml..! hehe..! v spend abt 2 hours hanging ard d sch chatting... me n lynn saw kelvin there... d promoter dat come 2us 4donation during our kumon's break at 1u... well.. he stil can rmb us..! at last v decided 2go MV..! ard 15 of us went mv together... it has been a long time i nvr go out in such big group of frens..! it's quite hard 2go in such a big group.. hard 2 find a good place 2eat... easy 2 "lost" ppl... well... v saw d honda civic new version there.. d car is reli nice..! at last d sf group make their decision 2eat lunch at sushi king... v meet mei ooi there..(BB's sport director).. she inform us dat that's a uni talk in MCA building tonite... all of us plan 2 go there..! so v leave mv very early n will meet at lrt station at 530pm...


after reach home, i think my parents is quite proud of me..! my dad plan 2 celebrate wif me tonite..so i dunno whether 1 2 go 4 d talk or go 4 celebration.. after my dad knw abt d talk, he ask me 2 go 4 it... i met rue han n ting hui at lrt station... jl ffk suddenly n leonard dey all ask us 2go by ourself 1st... d lrt is crowded wif ppl... after v reach there, v ask 4 direction 2walk 2d building... luckily it had stop raining... v r d 1st 1 dat reach there...!! it's 640pm now..! d talk started at 8pm as dey sed it's very traffice jam outside...! d ppl who suppose 2giv talk not yet come..! is it chinese tradition 2be late..? d hall is full of ppl now..! i nvr expect dat s many ppl is coming..! d talk is quite boring... d oni thing i get fr it is how's important is kk marks dis year.. during d talk, d mc ask those pl who get 4A s in stpm 2go out 2 take a photo wif those dato... i dunno whether i shud go out as i got 2A-.. but my frens dey all push me out oso.. me n fei wen went out.. it's quite embarassing 2stand there as im not reli d 4flat person..! v went back bfr d Q&A part end bcos d lrt close at 11pm... few wen giv me 2lee hom's "qian chang hui" ticket... so i ask my cousin whether she 1na go wif me since if i bring my sis, i dunno which sis 2bring...! after d talk, i feel dat my result is not good enuf... dat's many 4flat n 3.92 students out there.. plus dis year dey put in d kk marks, it's quite an disadvantage 4me..! dat's how i spend my 1st day of 20th... i nvr expect dat it'll be lik dat...! is it a double happiness day 4me.? turn 2 20th plus get quite good stpm result..? (turn 2 20th is a happy things..? ahaha...dunno...=p)

9 hours in 1U...wow..!

18th March 06~~
today is kumon's staff day... besides, it is mei fong's farewell + s3 gathering... i choose 2go 4 d staff day after a chat wif yean as it's my 1st staff day... anyway.. both of dem is in 1U so i can join both sides too..=p after working, v all went 2 1U.. me n lu yin r d 1st who reach there... act soo li n her family reach there very early but v saw them oni after mei ling n nai ting came..! after a lunch at the cafe there, v start 2play bowling... it has been a long time i din play bowling.. if not wrong is since spm..! every1 seems 2 enjoy very much while playing... soo li din join us playing... lawrence came but dunno where he went den... he din join us playing as well... lila n maz seems 2play quite well as it's oni their 1st time playing bowling... sherry n wei yueh is juz 2 outstanding among us..! sherry treat us another games of bowling.. mf call me while i din pick up d phone as my hp left in d bag.. when i realise, i call her back.. she's now edi at d carpark... so... i dun hav d chance 2c her bfr she back 2india... gal.. take care ya... c u next time... after d bowling, sherry suggest dat v go 4 a drink bfr going home..! sherry treat us on dat again..! thx ya sherry...! it's very different in chatting topics between my frens n dem.. anyway... i enjoy hanging out wif dem too..!


all of dem go home ard 430pm, i met jun lynn dey all after dat..dey all had finsih their japanese buffet..! i saw a promoter who look at me in side d shop... he looks so familiar but i couldn't rmb his name at once....oh no.. i edi reach dis stage of life as can't rmb my fren's name once i c dem..do i hav 2 much of frens or juz my memory become worse..? luckily i stil can rmb his name.. christopher..one of my h&g juniour.. mayb can't recognise him is bcos he become more leng zai liao.. stil rmb last time he's very cute in form1... lynn, ee ling, wan ting, wen qian, sean king, keat seong, dao n me went 4 a drink at starbuck... it's another different kind of feeling hanging out wif dem... as wat's alex, d math tuition teacher sed.. "it's very much different bewteen "tong xue" n "tong shi".."! i can totally feel it right now..! v plan a big gathering at year 2010.... every chs s3-rians year 02 n 03 muz come... it almost 6something now.. every1 is going back home now..! i juz wonder whether i shud go home bfr come here again wif my family.. promise dem 2 treat dem a meal after i get my salary plus it's my bday plus as my stpm result celebration...! my dad dey all is coming right now... so lynn n me hav a walk in 1U 2search 4 chi jee's present... i met mei ying n her family here.. it was d 2nd time i met her in 1U...! me n lynn unable 2 find chi jee's present as v dunno wat 2buy..!


italianese is full wif ppl at dis time.. luckily v get d table after 15minutes waiting... pizza, lamb chop, spagetti, n tiramisu cake r wat v ate there..! it cost me ard rm150. it's stil ok, my budget is rm200. v went watson bfr v go home..it's almost 10pm now! wow.. my parking fees is rm7..! not oni me.. d person who line up behind me oso get a shock..! after today, it's time 4me 2worry abt wat course i 1na take... hmmm... dunno... mayb.. i'll start thinking on monday as tml im going 2 meet lee hom..! ahaha..! today is quite a special day 4 me.. a very bz 1 as well... but i like it so much..! =)

last day of 19th

15th March 06~~
today is such a special day 4me... after today, i'll start my "liong ziong" life... huh.. sounds old...how 2 spend my day..? act i dun hav mood 2 celebrate it as i'll get my stpm result tml... dunno y... im ready 2get my very bad result... reli din put much hope in it..! as wat v sed dat v 1na spend our day bfr result coming out together clubbing or go wen's house play mahjong, v plan 2 go 1U 2 hav our dinner 1st... after finish my work in kumon, i straight away go 1U... it's oni 6pm while others will come at 7pm... i spend my time walking alone there... after half an hour, i get chee loon's call dat he reach 1u edi.. it's quite suprising as im ready 2wait dem until 8pm..! 2of us simply walk at 1u, jun lynn join us abt 15 minutes later..! v continue our "aimless" walk in 1U...guess who v met there..? v saw ley yee n dao..! wow..! dao came back fr england edi... v reli nvr expect 2 c him today... ley yee suggest dat v hav our dinner at "long de chuan ren".. v sit there n chat 2 wait 4 others... sze wen came half an hour later... brenda's dad had bought her dinner so she will not join us 4dinner...


after dinner, v reli dunno wat's d next plan... brenda came while v went cinema 2c any interesting movie 2watch... well, v spent almost half an hour 2decide dat v dun 1na watch movie... haha... our next plan is go arcade..! v do hav lots of fun there..while v r playing d "red, blue, green" games, v reli enjoy ourself n din realise dat v scream so loud there until others look at us wif weird look.. choy shin n jian lun meet us there..! after d game, v play photo hunt together but unable 2break d records... ley yee, dao n chee loon dance there while me, lynn, sze wen, n brenda play datona together...! sorry ya dao... i lost 2 sze wen at last corner..! =p d taxi game is our last game there..! it's edi 11pm now... v stil dunno wat's d next plan... ley yee dey all hav their own plan liao.. so left 4 of us dunno 1na go home or go wen's house play mahjong.. v stand outside gsc 2discuss it...there, v meet choy shin n jian lun... v chat there 4 almost half an hour... v come out wif "dim sum" plan tml bfr v go n take result.. it's good oso as i no need 2 go sch by myself.. it's so scary u knw..! at last v decided 2go home..! luckily i reach home bfr 12am.. i dun feel lik spend my 1st seconds of 20th driving alone.. i spent it wif my family... it's quite meaningful too..! =) i ge quite a number bday wishes bfr i sleep... huh..some of dem sed..."wish u get good stpm result LATER"... omg...my one n a half years of effort is all on a few hours later..!!!

happy bday 2 my grandma..!

11st march 06~~
kumon's work end at 2pm today... dat's new style in table arangement 4 d kumon next week..all of us stay back 2 clean up... wow.. dat's so much of old documents there..! today is my grandma's bday... act she oso not very sure when's her bday..so do us.. but usually v'll celebrate 4her ard dis time..! my dad fetch me 2buy a cake 4my grandma..! another secret recipe cake...! v bought d classic cheese as not much of choice den...! ard 7pm, v went 2 "fatty cheong" 4 dinner... my dad had booked 3 tables there 4 all d relatives..! d most funny things is me n my 2 sis sit at d different table each..! aaron bring his bro who came fr sabah 4holidays..! my cousin sed he looks lik "yuan bin", i din think so but juz feel dat he look lik some1... at last, i realise dat he look lik "zhang jing xuan"..my 2nd auntie oso agree w me..! =) my cousin n aaron bought an golden egg 4my grandma... after d dinner, v went back 2my grandma's house..! i juz dun understand y my grandma's sis n bro stil act lik children as dey r so old now..! juz hope my relationship wif my sis n all d family members will not be as bad as dat in d future..! all of us oso get an ang pow fr my grandma today..!! =)

Mei Fong's back..!




7th march 06~~
It had been half a year mei fong went 2 India..! she's back "secretly"...haha...=p luckily i get my leave today was approved by sherry..! me, lynn, ee ling. n mei fong meet at chs 1st bfr v go 1U 2meet wan ting n pang hou..! y r v going back 2 chs..? at 1st v 1na visit some teachers.. after v reach there, den oni v realise dat act v dun hav much teacher 2 visit..! li yur unable 2join us she got class until 6pm..! during our lunch, our topic is wat's our future plan or other's future plan... huh...i edi reach dis stage of life. where d topic w frens is abt future undertakings.. our topic wll change 2 "our own family" very soon...oh no!! after d lunch, v went 4movie..! final destination 3..! yeah... i 1na watch dis movie...!! hehe..! wt did not join us 4movie as she got something 2 do in inti while ee ling watch it 2nd time wif us..! after d movie, v went arcade..! haha... now oni i knw y so many ppl lik 2 go arcade..! it was fun..! i had been work 4 1month n seldom go out wif frens in dis 1month... my life become so boring n todays outhing is very meaningful 4me..! bfr v go home, v plan 2 go lagoon nxt week..! i fetch mf 2 mv bfr i went home..! i'll nvr drive ard 6-7pm at main road as d traffic is 2 bad..! tml need 2 work again..! haizzz...nvm.... nvm.. cheer up... muz lik wat m i doing..! =)